Tyra Banks

Monday, March 30, 2009, 5:26 AM

heyoooo:)

well

had a rily tiring day

todae:)

had training

an intensive one

at east spring sec:)

nt bad:)

cant believe dat

SYF is just a week away

frm nw:)

scary tawuuk:)

rily hope to not let my teachers down:)

well:)

had a gr8 weekend:)

slept over at fai's crib on fri nite

meyra's crib on sat nite:)

on sun

we wen swimming!!!

sengkang oi!!

hehe:)

well3

tmr will be our sch

annual sprts dae:)

yessa:)

as usual:)

im asked to cheer for my babies:)

hahazz:)

esp JAZLI:)

nk sngt banks cheer 4 hym:)

hehe:)

make sure he wins manss:)

cant wait 2 get my class tee

tmr morning:)

hehe:)

GO SEC4S..haha

lame shit:P

till here

ms banks signing off:)

signing off, nanabanks.

Thursday, March 26, 2009, 5:03 AM

HUGS&KISSES

heyo:)

im obviously exhausted nw:)

but still..

im filled wif smiles on my face:)

gler kn3..

hehe

well3..

im tootally happy:)

tmr school will end at 10.15

toking bout skul..

a mysterious num mcged

my mum bout tmr's early dismissal:)

nt onli mie:)

basically every springfielder i noe

got d mcg:)

hmm weird:P

saper tuh??hehe

but den2

i haf to proceed

to kampung melayu

to send our costumes for sat's

speech dae to

KAMPUNG COLLECTION:)

a BIG THANK YOU

KAMPUNG COLLECTION

to have been

sponsoring their costumes to us:)

hehe:)

sngt lawa tawuuk:)

i love dat place:)

obviously our gerls jus loove

gg dere:)

so i'll haf many company tmr..hehe:)

afta dat:)

go tampines inter

to find some stuffs

fer mly dance:)

den it will be

SLEEPOVER!!

yeah3!!

at cyrus crib:)

hehe;)

d nxt dae:)

SPEECH DAY!!

yeah3!!

we r all ready:)

den afta speech dae..

SLEEPOVER AGAIN!!

yeah3!!

at clarkson's crib..hehe

cos parents will be out of singapore

i haf to be at her place:)

2 days away frm my crib:)

i will miss my BENG!!

my kambeng(sheep) dat i owaes sleep wif:)

hehehe..

think i shud bring beng to

sleepover:)

hehe..

btw pple

listen to radio ria

evry nite frm 10-12pm

nnti adr suare boyfren aku:)

CHIPMUNK:)

hehe

cute banget:)

till here

i miss CHIPMUNK:)

BENG:)

hehe:)

signing off, nanabanks.

Sunday, March 22, 2009, 5:56 AM

*jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah*

aww i love dis song:)

hehe..

d singer okey2 luhs

nt dat bad..

well been bz fer a whole week..

apa lagik

kua jln2 luhs

hahass

on mondae had mly dance training

till nite

tuesdae went out wit parents

wednesdae went out wit meyra

thurs went swimming wit fai & meyra

fri met my enakerchiq bby:)

saturdae went to kak tini's party

n den went sengkang swimming complex again

den went karaoke

but todae sun

stayed home:)

hehe..

tired oke

evydae like nobody's bussiness kuar3

well..

hehe

tmr start of a new term:)

n i hope

a new mie

as in

attitude towards studies

hehe

i admit

im jus

plain lazy

bagos ey mcm gtu

see if eu dun fail

ur big O

hehe

i mish my fwenz:)

cant wait 2

mit dem sok

hehe

yesh:)

signing off, nanabanks.

Monday, March 9, 2009, 3:11 AM

yest's rehearsal was SUPERB:)

gud job to d dancers:)

we certainly made kak tini &

our teachers proud..

now we r all confident

off hitting it off for

speech dae &

SYF:)

hehehe..

btw sufian

eu noe..

eu might nt noe dis but

kak jannah really loves eu

i treat eu like sumone close to mie

wadeva probs ur facing

however hurt eu feel inside

im feeling it too ian

kak jannah

tk suker

tgk sufian

havin dilemma

den havin to face it alone

is tougher

so pls3

do come to mie n talk

if eu feel sad or wadeva

eu cn come to mie anytyme

i will help eu sebnyk mungkin..

pls ian

dun hurt urself bcos of hym

its no use

end up ian yg rase sakit

padahal

he does nt even care ryte??

do yesh ian..

dun hurt urself

im owaes here fer eu aye:)

shyggg sufian:)

signing off, nanabanks.

Saturday, March 7, 2009, 5:02 AM

BOREDOM.NERVOUS.EXCITED.ZONKED.

tmr will be our syf rehearsal.

seram tawuuk.

i'm confident of us doing our best.

but

irfan,ur still nt trying ur best fer ur main part

like omg

he's center stage

n still dunwan dance properly.scary kn3.

tmr mie,meyra,fai&sufian planned

to wear hoodies

yeah3.hoodies dae babe:)

dh lame tk pki hoodies

cos i just gt em' bck frm faizura:)

had training in d morning

finished d whole song

but of cos kak tini mentioned dere will

be changes

as she just wanted to finished d song fr tmr rehearsal:)

im happy wit our performance:)

but obviously

dere is still room to improve..

hehe

gud luck to my malay dancers

n to other schools dat will

be reahearsing tmr

hello,rehearsal oso mus do nice2 okeh:)

signing off, nanabanks.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009, 2:25 AM

FUCK TODAE!!!

i hate 2009

my friendship's ruined

my studies slacken

my life suck

imy meyra

fuck3

y is dis happenin

i hate my life ryte nw..

such a total fucking wrecked week mans

girlfriend

im sorry

i didnt cry bcos of eu

eu werent d reason i cried

i was just terkilan dat

eu didnt told mie

y eu cried

as soon as i gt d msg

frm baseerat saying dat eu cried

i quickly rushed off to find eu at

d canteen

wanting to noe wassup

wit my girlfriend

but i was pissed

i came to eu

near eu

asked eu

eu didnt answer

i asked eu

few tymes

eu still kept quiet

so i went off

hitting d frame

feeling pissed

i was pissed

nt cos of eu

but also cos of

a few

other matters

stuck in my head

maybe nw

eu see as if

im nt facing any dilemma

but i do..

fer d past few daes

i've been stressing myself up

cos of some matters

malay dance

studies

ZUL

friendship

relationship

im sorry cos i didnt told eu

d probs im facing

cos to mie

it seems dat

eu didnt care

i faced it

evrything

alone

feeling restless

i may luk happy in front of eu

but deep inside

im totally sad

eu may sae

EMO

yesh i am

i am EMO

n just nw'

i cried cos

i was letting out evrything

dats been fucking mie inside

letting everything inside

escape

im sorry

to have said

"tu tisu kau simpan untuk dri kau sudah"

i noe

eu've tried ur best to calm mie dwn

im touched

appreciate ur deed

but..

i was soo

confused

d moment eu went off

angry

i was soo

confused

i need help

but hu am i suppose to turn to

whenever eu sulk

i try my best

to coax eu

saying hw sorry am i

tolerating wit eu

eventhough

eu gave mie all those fucked-up faces

while i was coaxing eu

i stood still..

in d end

eu didnt even luk at mie

n instead turn n laugh off

wif sumone else

n i was there

dumbstruck

wth am i

im here

pujok-ing eu

n ur dere

nt bothered by mie

n cn go off laughing wif d others

eu undertsand my feelings dun eu

if i myself cn stood still

by ur side

while ur throwing tantrums

y nt eu

y did eu walk off like dat

upon mie saying those things to eu just nw

i noe

i may be a bit harsh

eu r dere calming mie dwn

but i gave eu

scolding

do eu notice anything

d similarities

we both face harsh things

while we both trying to pujok each other

so..

eu understand nw??

meyra

when eu mentioned dat wat i've done

to eu

fer d past few months hurt eu a lot

which it even left eu a scratch in ur heart

i was totally stunned

i tot

eu already put d past behind eu

when we fought last time

we promised

to..

let out our feelings to each other

in other werds

we said

"ckp sini abes sini"

i tot

after saying wadeva things

eu've fergt bout d past

but

i didnt noe

it still left a scar in ur heart

in fact

ur fragile heart

im sorry

im a bad friend

bad bestfriend

but i wonder y

when we fight

we neva speak to one another face to face

instead we'll talk otp

pouring our hearts out

as bestfriends

we shud

open table

bukak segala lembaran criter

wadeva eu dun like bout mie

n mie

wadeva i dun like bout eu

interact

face to face

not

otp..

wouldnt dat solve evrything

cos

dis is wat i did

when mie,haryati n zky

face some problems

we open table

n tell each other wat we dun like

bout one another

in d end

all 3 cried

but

d matter were solved

n everyyyything was bck to normal

no hidden grudges

no scratch left in our hearts

mie n eu, meyra

shud do dat

i think

dat wud only solve our conflict

cos all i cud sae about eu

eu r a sensitive person

so wadeva i haf to sae

i haf to be more beralas

eventhough wen im joking

i haf to see what i joke about will either hurt eu

in any way

urghh..

ya allah

give mie all d patience n guidance

ya allah

aku hambamu

perlukan pertolongan darimu

untuk aku mengharungi segala

cabaran2 dlm hidupku ya allah

tolonglah aku ya allah

sesungguhnya

hambamu ini lemah ya allah

i love our friendship

n most of all

I LOVE EU MEYRA

please jgn putuskn persahabatan kita ini

Labels: i love eu meyra im sorry

signing off, nanabanks.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009, 3:39 AM

DARN IM TIRED:)

& feeling a bit tidak keruan(awry)

idk y..

maybe malay dance

maybe orie

maybe studies

hmm

maybe i****

haiss:(

maybe sufian wud notice

my glum face

during mly dance

4 d

past practices..

ryte sufian??

hmm..

im so disturbed..

by d memories of hym:(

it seems dat

wherever i turn to

in d music room

his face shadowed

in every angle of d room:(

im perturbed..

afraid of nt

performing well fer my SYF..

n guess wat..

w/ o warning

im starting to hate eu boy

looking at eu

d evil side of mie is saying

"gerl..hate dis boy..

dun even look at hym"

but d good side of mie

is saying

"gerl..dun lie to urself..i

noe eu mish d tymes

eu both called each other 'bie' but due to her

eu 4get hym"

hmm..

ya allah..

help mie overcome

my challenges:)

haiss..

lastly

MALAY DANCERS

gud luck..

I HOPE

WE ALL

WILL PUT OUR BEST SHOT

in SYF n MAKE

KAK TINI PROUD:)

signing off, nanabanks.

Sunday, March 1, 2009, 9:49 PM

EARLY MONDAY AFTERNOON
current mood:wild bebeh:)

hehe:)banks didnt attend school 2dae:)

nt bcos of laziness.

but i overslept:)

urghh..

lucky common tests over:)

if nt im dead..

sorry clarkson & cyrus..

hehe:)

last week krg kn..

dis week its my turn..

nyahahahah:)

todae is gonna be a nice dae:)

got bck my fone:)

jln2 wit mommie:)[hehe..ask her buy mie stuffs:)]

den maybe mit clarkson & cyrus..

nt meeting dem a dae is hard tawuukk:)

nw..

im missing skul..

badly:P

hehe:)

aku terlepas dari azab mrs m.

hehe

yessa:)

no history presentation.

lucky mie:)

signing off, nanabanks.