Monday, July 27, 2009, 6:00 AM
eyl0 n0obies:D
s0rie s0rie s0rie c0s i've n0t been updatinqq fer quite a while..
been bz n sick lately..
luckylucky mie i've rec0vered frm my hiqh fever n my thr0at infecti0n's much much better:D
aniwaes..
i wud lyk t0 c0mment 0n certain pe0ple
hu lyks t0 c0mments ab0ut 0thers..
why iz it dat certain pe0ple rilyy c0ncern ab0ut 0ne's way 0f speakin 0r typin??
fer example in malay we say I as aku.. but every individual different ryte??
s0o certain will type aku as aquu... butbut what's d diff??
its upp t0 every individual urrhh hw dey wanna type their w0rds..
i dun think if sum0ne(lyk mie:D)type aku as aquu we r MINAREPS..
c0s t0 mie every individual ish diff n they've q0t their 0wn way t0 express themselves..
s0 mister i dun see y eu've q0t a pr0b wif dat??
n d next thanqq.. ab0ut piercinqs.. havinq piercinqss d0es nt make eu a mina 0r ah lian..
dats jus an individual's way t0 have their 0wn style..
d0esnt mean havinqq ur t0unqe 0r belly pierced 0hmyqay ur a bl0ody mina
0r ah lian..
s0o im satisfied enuf wif ma p0st..
t0 wh0ever dat feels dat im talkin b0ut dem.. all i cn sae is
siape makan cili dia yanq terasa pedas:D
adi0s.. pichas will be upp s0on b0obies:D
nana<330pek:d
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Monday, July 20, 2009, 5:57 AM
Sunday, July 12, 2009, 5:10 AM
b0oCHAKK!!:D
hehe..first 0f all i wud l0ve t0 thank B0BBY KILLA fer sp0ttinq an err0r in my previ0us p0st.. n up till nw aquu sendiri taqq dpt sp0t 0i my err0r.. 0kaaaaaaaat b0b!! haha:P PARD0N MIE??!! hehe.. siakk uhh.. walk wif b0bby 0l e way i cn end up qettinq st0mach pain due t0 all d laffs.. hahass.. n0ob sia b0b(n0ob aer0plabe b0b) hahaha.. kkay dis 0nli mie n b0bby undastand ah(undastand cat) nyahaha.. siak2.. wadeva ey s0its.. hehe.. currently beinq rily sentimental while listenin t0 t0ni braxt0n's UNBREAK MY HEART. dis s0nq rily t0uches mie a l0t as it has a l0t 0f meaninq t0 mie=(.. sheesh..
0PEK DUN LEAVE NANA PLEASE=(
t0 my dearest MUHAMMAD TAUFIK it rily hurts mie seeinq eu in dat kinda state.. hw cud thinqs happen dis way.. y iz it when i've started t0 l0ve dat special sum0ne fate sumh0w 0r rather wud try t0 break us upp apart.. d nite whch was intended t0 celebrate hys advance birthday turn 0ut t0 be a traqedy when he was beaten upp ACCIDENTALLY fer hys FRIEND'S SHITZ!! hw unfair ish dat.. hw cruel can lyf be..
0pek:d0ct0r hws my c0nditi0n?? is evrythanqq 0ke?/
d0ct0r: im s0 s0 s0rry t0 let eu n0e but ur b0ne retak(enq w0rd aper si0l) n eu haf internal bleedinq.. taufik i quess its tyme fer eu t0 chanqe
0pek: whaddaya mean by dat d0ct0r??
d0ct0r: sadly t0 say ur left wif ..... m0nths n d 0nly wae we cud save eu
is makin sure eu st0p ur addicti0ns.. drinkinq n sm0kinq especially..
0pek: blankkkk
*nana, 0ne day eu have t0 lead ur lyf al0ne.. my tyme in this cruel w0rld is alm0st upp*
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget, the day you left
Time is so unkind...
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
0pek.. t0m0rr0w will be ur 19th bday.. i n0e dat maybe dis wud be ur last bday b4 anythinq happens but please.. qimme a chance t0 make eu happy b4 its d end.. i reqretted evrythnq i've d0ne t0 eu
fer d past 3m0nths plus we've kn0wn each 0ther.. never 0nce i've t0ok any shits dat eu've d0ne t0 mie seri0usly.. butbut i n0e.. dere eu are t0leratinq all my shitz.. h0nestly, tears have been r0llin dwn my cheeks eversince i f0und 0ut d news.. but y??
fer d past few days
all eu've been tryna d0 is t0 make mie hate euuu..
n d reas0n was c0s eu dunwan mie t0 be waitinq fer eu
n livin my lyf wif eu..
all eu wan is fer mie t0 be happy wif sum0ne else
but did eu ever thinkkk
st0p n think fer a m0ment dat
im much much happier wif eu despite kn0winq d dark n uqly side 0f eu
c0s t0 mie eu r special..
all i have is just 0ne request
st0p ur addicti0n t0 drinkin n cut dwn 0n sm0kinn..
fer my sake n all d 0thers hu l0ve eu..
treasure ur lyf cyqq...
if eu dun treasure i d0..
please think 0f d c0nsequences..
eu dun wanna die d0 eu?/
s0 d0 i..
cyqq i l0ve eu
n eu n0e hw much eu mean t0 mie..
n i n0e hw much i mean t0 eu..
we b0th n0e hw much we rily nid us..
s0 please..
st0p b0winq d0wn t0 ur addicti0ns..
ily&imy muhammad taufik..
tmr if nutinq c0mes in 0ur way i'll mit eu upp
n celebrate ur biq dae 2qdr wif eu:D
s0 cheer up kkay cyqq..
n cyqq tnx fer d mawninkk wake up call jus nww..
he can actualli call mie upp at 7plus and sh0uted
"nana banq0nnn dh puk0l 7"
walanee..
kau kej0t aquu dh puk0l 7 mcm as if dh puk0l 1ptq sakk..
hahas..
cute luh kamuu..
i l0ve my kambenqqxD
ummi dun prasann.. haha
tpp kau nan 0pek
due2 mmq muke kambenqqqq!! nyahahahaxD
Wednesday, July 8, 2009, 5:17 AM
eyl0 weyl0:D
currently playin bejeweled blitz 0n faceb0ok.. its such an addictive qame dat it q0t mie playin it fer h0urs.. hehess.. well2.. 2dae was a n0rmal sch day wif 2 free peri0ds durinq d 1st tw0 peri0ds.. yeah tmr's q0nna be an0ther 4 free peri0ds.. baek uhs.. but its unfair that they actuali chanqe d tyme table s0 b4 dis we had lyk 2 free last peri0ds 0n tuesdays t0 thursdays n we will end sch at 145 but nw they chanqe it..DANGG!! lyk n0e 0nly we 145 tr0s cab0t whr supp0sedly we end sch at 220.. nehmind2.. i rmb till judqement day mans.. hehe:D afta sch went t0 mit my mexican mafia at TM as allissa wanted t0 pierce her t0unqe.. hehe.. si vute(s0 cute) lukinq at ummi,allissa n b0bby beinq pierced jus nw.. allisa was d best part as she wanted mie t0 be by her side while she pierced s0 yea she qrabbed my hand n 0hmyqosh!! she qrabbed my hand lyk si0w n instead 0f her feelinq d pain i was d 0ne hu had t0 bear wif it.. haha.. cute luyh kamu allissa.:D teehee.. n yea we had qr8 fun as 0l e' way b0bby killa was laffinq her ass 0ff t0 0ur lame2 j0kes.. PARD0N MIE?? hehe.. went h0me at 6 n feelin rilyyy tired.. went t0 take a bath n quess hu i saw by the wind0w??anas,djanatu & dan walkin by.. haha wanted t0 sh0ut their name tpp taqq sen0n0h si0l aru abes mandi beyh pekik pat tinqkap dap0r.. hehs.. siak2 uhs anas.. plannin t0 d0 my hw after dis.. hey eyl0 its tyme t0 qet seri0us 0kie.. lqik 49 day t0 my prelims n 105 days t0 my biq 0s(taqq slh aku uhs) teehee.. btw met 0pek yest.. hmm.. aquu taqdr feelin p0n naqq adr matae skq nieq.. eeeeeee... c0s 0bvi0usly quys r jerks whch taqq fhm us qerls.. lqik lukin at my schedule dats q0nna be bz n sure2 n0 tym fer bf.. wahhh i tell eu cnfm brk up sakk.. hehs.. s0 yea dis 4m0nths sql sudh.. teehee.. happy2 flirt2 wif pple ish better.. but see uhs afta 0s cnfm aquu qler nyr.. tr0s mcm FREED0M!! w0oh0o.. bqi anda2 yq hanya akan menqambili peperiksaan peperinqkat N dan 0 pade tahun hadapan.. saya amat bersimpati denqan anda semua kerana... NXT YR AQUU BEBAS 0III!!! skq eu all happy2 lepak2 ryte??ten0k nxt yr amcm?? muahahaha.. aquu make sure aquu ari2 ajk krq lepak.. nyahahaha.. palabut0 bustard sakk nieq p0mpan.. hehs.. kkay chill uhs krq..tabuleyy take j0kes kappah??!! tabulleyyy jln sua!! hahass.. t0odles till here.. WANNA G0 STUDY!! buhbye cayanq2:D
Friday, July 3, 2009, 7:46 AM
eyl0 weyl0:D
s0rie fer nt updatinq fer 2 daes.. yesterday tried t0 l0q in t0 bl0qqer tpp acquire s0me pr0bs.. fcuk sia.. teehee.. yesterday was just a n0rmal day.. afta sch went t0 meyra's crib den met up ummi 0s0..b4 ummi came mie n meyra had a 0h-s0-qr0ss tyme.. we were under d v0id deck chattinq when dis banqla came n did thermal f0qqinq.. d smell dh luh busuk.. siak uhs.. den meyra was lyk" lepas nieq cnfm LIPAS sume kuar" i was lyk eeeeww.. s0 yeah i jus 4qet b0ut dat buq n c0ntinue chattinq when i saw meyra kept 0n starinq at d wall behind mie.. aqu pusinq uhs apa laqik.. terkej0t m0nyetss aquu nmpk adr nieq lipas besar tqh crawl pat wall tu.. kewak dhluh besar.. eeeww aquu p0n qerak n anqkt beq aquu tr0s lari uhs.. mie n my seqan-ness fer dat buq.. skli i hrd meyra lyk st0mp her f0ot.. eeeee d lipas went up her leq.. sumpah aquu ckp tu lipas mintak kene p0t0nq uh..palabut0 crik nahas siakk.. in d end she killed dat lipas n i terinqt stq.. my fren use 2 sae if eu were t0 kill 1 0f it, m0re 0f it will c0me.. n hell yeah its true as m0re came n mie n meyra use her crutches t0 kill dem.. but den i lyk warned her" eys taqm0 bun0h nnty laqik 50 dtq si0l" she lyk alaa buat b0d0h uhs.. den she killed 2 m0re sia.. aqu tr0s" ey qler 1 kau bun0h 50 dtq.. nieq kau bun0h 3 0hmyqawddd...150 sia dtqqq" n she cn sum0re j0kinqly say"alaa palenq2 tu lipas sume merayap pat badan aquu" i was lyk dekni biar betik siaa.. in d end she sendri qeli.. nyahaha.. qler kn kte.. hehe.. den we walked 0ff as we dunwan t0 be infested by d fcukin buqs.. den ummi called up n said dat she had arived.. sum0re cn stand 0utside meyra's crib pdhal pat stu adr lipas sia.. NABEI.. s0 yeah we had a fun tyme yest.. fun tym killin n laffin n eatin n wadeva-in.. hehe:D lameshit n0obies.. 2dae hwever was d best!! well dere is stq dat we did.. nieq t0p secret antare aqu,meyra,ummi & fai.. ehem3 qerls eu n0e i n0e kkay.. teehee.. lqik lei sarapan ey pat mcd.. hehe.. naqq tawu wat we did tdyy pqy?? ey adaaaa uh.. anr lei heb0h2.. nieq bkn tyme J0M HEB0H ey tuan2 dan puan2.. harap maaf.. hehehe.. afta sch we(mie,meyra,ummi,fai,b0bby & allissa) went t0 kfc n had 0ur lunch.. tell eu ey..kec0h rabak sakk when all dis 6 qerls qt 2qdr.. in d kfc its lyk 0nly we were da 0nes hu were laffinq n makin n0ise while evry0ne else r havin their meals.. well3 lau mina kec0h nieq dh adr cnfm rib0t si0l.. teeheehee.. siak2.. afta lunch went t0 c0urts as ummi wanted t0 buy mp3 but sadly ntq appeals her.. nyahaha.. mie t0o actuali.. den qt dis 1funny thanqq dat hpn.. i went t0 d vidcam secti0n n played wit d vidcam.. den ummi came n t0ok 0ne 0f d vidcam 0ut frm its stand.. n d nxt thanqq dat hapen was BUNYI SIREN..hahahaha.. kekek si0l.. kes dat bunyi came 0ut wen she t0ok 0ut dat vidcam frm d stand as if dhe naqq curi tu benda.. apa laqkk all 0f us started laffinq n ummi jus went all RED as rud0lf's d reindeer's n0se.. hahahaha.. kekek siakk.. ummi2 lu mmq uh.. afta dat wen T1 n wind0w-sh0pped n quess what we terserempak wit d 2B b0ys(w/o adeeb bie) n siti heryani n 0ne 2B qerl.. den we walked 0ff n jln2 aqain n we saw KAMSANI JUMAAT d quy frm anuqerah.. what scares mie was durinq 0ne 0f 0ur conversati0ns we were talkinq b0ut hys l0oks n hys v0ice.. skali ley terserempak ey.. tpp nta ey.. t0 mie he luks better 0utside den in teevee.. eyyy better jerqq ta0 im nt tryna say dhe hensem 0kie.. eeeeee.. heheh rabak2.. s0 afta walked2 at T1 went t0 448 n lepak-ed den at 7.15 aquu qerak mit mak aquu pat tamp inter den b0uqht 2 new pair 0f dresses jus fer 20bucks.. hehe.. aquuu suke sh0ppinq.. bes s0its..heehee:D kkay dhh2 till here.. i veryy mendakk.. later at 3.30 am will mit up izzat(ah cai) fer mawnink breakfast wif my parents.. teehee.. aqu rinduu si0l si lelaki ciner sesat tu.. hehe.. nqee~ t0odles darlinkss:D
Wednesday, July 1, 2009, 2:49 AM
b0oyaa!! teehee:D
FISRTLY, ap0l0qies t0 every0ne c0s i've nt been updatinq my bl0q fer quite awhile.. well i d0 rily rily rily rily rily miss my bl0q eu n0e.. dh lame si0l taqq update jariku jdi amatttt keras.. nyahaha.. LAMESHIT N00BIES:D
SEC0NDLY , my dear dear dearest qrandm0ther has just passed away ard 3 daes bck whch was 0n da sunday dated 28june appr0ximately 9.25 pm.. mayatnya telah dikebumikn pada ari berikutnya pada jam kire2 11 lebih paqi.. n0 w0rds cud describe hw sad n sh0cked when i f0und 0ut b0ut her death. undeniably im still in qrief n i rily3 pity my dad & hys siblinqs as dey've l0st their dearest mum n nw dey r 0rphans eventh0 at an 0ld aqe.. hehe.. h0wever im happy dat she lived till d aqe 0f 81 which is such a l0nq tyme n fer 1 yr 3 m0nths she f0uqht wif d cancer cells dat r takinq her life bit by bit.. it was rather sad fer every0ne else when dey saw mie n 2 0f my cuzzens cryin d hell 0ut.. hey cm0n hu d0esnt l0ve their qrandm0ther ryte.. hehe.. but yeah wadeva it is she will still be inn my heart n mind n d mem0ries we've shared cann0t be b0uqht by m0ney n0r wealth:D fer dis 2-3 weeks i'll be q0inq bckn fr0 t0 my auntie's place n dis saturday eveninq we will h0ld a small qatherinq cum kenduri fer d deceased.. n 0n sunday mawnink we'll be q0inq t0 d cemetary by d bus whch haf been b0oked by my dear2 abg rafi(cuzzen).. nyahaha:D qawd i l0ve my qrandm0ther:D
THIRDLY , d sch term has just started fer my case 2day as i wasnt in sch fer 2 daes.. nyahaha.. sch was kinda fun & i rily3 missed allllllll my fwenz:D it was bl0ody excitinq when i saw all my dear sec2s friends n when i q0 up t0 class 4q pple were lyk sayin t0 mie dey rily2 miss mie.. awww eu quys i miss eu t0o.. chey3 zky dh kurus sey dhe.. hehe:D but sadly, n0 m0re l0wer sec recess fer us as d peri0d is taken 0ver by 2 peri0ds 0f cme s0 every wednesday when we're supp0sed 2 be havinq l0wer sec recess it will be upper sec recess fer us.. sad si0l.. cann0t minqle wit ,y cayanq2 si0l.. asses!!
NEXT , chey3 mummy aquu dh ader f0ne baru seyh,, its d samsunq t0uch screen f0ne,, but i still havent see it yet,, hehe.. tu namenyr mcm phm naqq pki qadqet2 mahal2 cm tu.. hehe.. jkjk..
HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY T0 DADDY DEAREST
t0 dad
eventh0 ur sumtymes strict t0wards mie
n eu d0 naqq n sc0ld mie lyk hw eu've been
when i was y0unqer
it still d0esnt chanqe d fact dat i rily2 l0ve eu..
n0 0ther dads can compare t0 d l0ve n affecti0n
plus care eu've qiven mie..
eventh0 0n d 0utside pe0ple see eu as
d very strict man n 0ne hu d0esnt sh0ws
hys l0ve t0wards hys dauqhter
bt deep inside i n0e
eu rily2 d0 l0ve mie
n eu've many h0pes fer mie
eu rily want t0 see mie achieve in lyf
n i n0e
lukinq dat im da 0nly child 0f urs
eu d0 l0ve mie a l0t
but its just dat ur used t0 n0t pamper mie t0o much
else i step 0n ur head:D
i l0ve eu dad
n i h0pe 0n dis 45th bday 0f urs eu haf a qud tyme
take it easy c0s i n0e
its hard dat jus 3 days b4 ur biq day
ur mum has t0 leave dis w0rld
eventh0 i've never see dad cried
0n d day my qrandm0ther died
i cud see hw saddened n qrief he was..
in hys eyes all i cud see was
d sadness a child faces when hys m0ther hu's rily cl0se t0 hym
leaves hym f0rever
n w0rst 3 days b4 hys bday..
dat was d day when
dad hu i see hard 0n d 0utside
was actuali s0ft n fraqile 0n d inside..
tu namenyr
keras hanyalah luaranmu
lembut tetap di dalam hati
tu lirik laqu newb0ys babe.. teehee
DAD I L0VE EU:D
t0 fahmi ciner:D
0ur friendship may n0t have been a sm0oth sailinq 0ne fer d past
3 weeks..
but 0bvi0usly eu n0e hw much eu meant t0 mie as a friend hu's
qiven mie d happiness dat i've searched 4 all dis while n fer d 3 m0nths cl0se friendship we've built.. there's just t0o much t0 think 0f d mem0ries we had eventh0 it may just be tru da f0ne..da m0ment wen we met inside d bus
all i knew was i needed t0 talk t0 eu badly.. but i cudnt c0s all eu did was qive mie d huqe smile n eu walk 0ff t0 d bck n searched fer a seat.. 0nly q0d kn0ws hw happy i was when i terserempak nan eu dlm bus 225.. hw i wished q0d will 0waes temukn kiter walaup0n dlm keadaan yq kuranq expected.. sadly.. we had a fiqht n eu r still anqry at mie till nw.. fahmi d0 ferqive mie c0s w/0 eu my lyf isnt c0mplete lyk it is.. eu luh teman yq memberi mie sinar kebahaqiaan di saat2 qentinq yq i haf t0 q0 tru wit dat sh0rt pants quy.. thnx fer evrythnq my dearest2 friend.. i l0ve eu n eu l0ve mie.. n we n0e d fact dat we nid eac 0ther s0 just live it up.. nana banks & fahmi "banks" ttap kwn rapat yq amat menyayanqi antare satu sama lain.. btw name st0p it eys taqm0 step tyra banks nyr adeq bradeq pulak.. nyahahaha..
